My Life

4.12.2011

Doing just anything to save this heart of mine.
But your shadow and your sweet scent still linger in almost every corner.
News about you, no matter they're big or small,
Are like warm summer breeze.
But deep within, lay a deadly tornado.
They light me up for a few minutes and rap me off this momentary joy the next second.
You were once the one who's the closest to my heart,
Well maybe I should say that you're a big part of my heart.
But look, what time has done to it?
This heart has lost its warmth forever.
From that moment on, no sparks can survive for more than just a few nano seconds.
Please don't blame me for letting them have a chance to shine in my life.
Afterall, I'm just a human.
You would never know how great and gracious you are until they've all shrinked and dimmed.
One thing you that you would never understand is
I'm not as happy as you thought when I told you that I'm actually very satisfied with my single life,
That I can go anywhere I want at anytime that I want do whatever I wish grab any girls that pleased me.
Fake a story to convince you that I've moved forward.
The only one who's managed to make my heart scarred for life,
The only one who's capable of making me smile under any circumstances,
The only one who's able to make me remember every detail in everything about us, and about you,
The only one who can change me this much without her trying,
Is you.
I love you for who you are,
I love you more and more each day come what may,

1.23.2011

2011农历新年

独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲

这已经是我在异乡的第四个春节。。

以前总是嫌农历新年闷透了，

因为每年初一大家都是回乡村过年的，

而我们却是偏偏和别人相反，

没办法，公公婆婆住在首都。。

大城市的新年气氛淡得像杯白开水，

公公婆婆家也只有我和弟弟两个老孙子，

其余的两三个都是小我们很多年的小不点，有代沟

新年除了看电视还是看电视。。

就连鞭炮声也很难听得到

当我们初二下午才回到外婆家时，

七个舅舅们都已经回各自的娘家了

我妈是外公外婆唯一的女儿，

所以又剩下我和弟弟两个孤零零的

想和朋友结伴去拜年，

可是大伙儿初一初二早都去了。。

结果连拜年也泡汤。。

种种加起来，我可以说我不太喜欢农历新年。。

只有一样是可以让我安慰安慰的，

那就是－－－－吃！！

在这里先预祝大家：

新年快乐

万事如意

恭喜发财

红包拿来！

十九岁开始的新年就一个人过了。。

有时就连大年初一都要考试，

更别提是放假了。。

以前从来不帮妈妈布置家里。。

现在反而肯挨夜，

用有限的资源来让整件屋子有春的感觉

看来人感觉孤独的时候会变得很反常

看着屋子有了点新年气氛，心里也不自觉开心起来

一欧元一支的超贵梅花

自己写的春联。。黄纸还要是考试时特地向监考老师多要的草稿

我的房间

1.11.2011

Bienvenu chez nous！^^

喜欢很多窗口的家
喜欢白白的墙配上红、灰、黑、白、深褐色的家具
喜欢大大的玻璃窗，可以一览屋外的小草坪，又可以让暖暖的阳光照进来
客厅的墙会有你和我的大大大头照
沙发前有一个暖烘烘的fireplace
一整set超好的音响 60寸的tv
放工回来后陪你一起看电视剧看电影
周末时还可以请朋友到家里来唱k!

厨房的面积不能忽视！它将会坐落于沙发后那幅墙的后面，你可以在吧台看我做菜
微波炉、烘炉、洗碗机和大冰箱更是一个也不能少！